I have had such a fantastic weekend. My sister got married and I was an usher...wow I've never felt anything like it, I was so proud and I'm so happy to welcome her husband into my family.He's the kindest person I know and I'm exceptionaly proud to call him my brother in law.
I was just wondering if you can be truely changed by someone you've only met once or twice. You see i met this guy at the wedding and he's left me in a total head spin. He's the purest, truest spirt I know and he's unbound by convention. It made such a change to the usual players and stuffed shirts I seem to meet and he's inspired me so much. I'd love to have him, or someone like him, as a perminant fixture in my life. Wow, he just blew me away. He's inteligent, well travelled and a true free spirit. He's the man for me. I know I don't know him but he's touched something deep with me and opened me eyes to how simple and beautiful life can be. I've made no secret of the fact that I suffer with depression and this guy has shown me that life can be simple. He doesn't know I'm depressed but just being around him lifted me higher than I think I've ever been in my life...I don't know. The reality probably would very different but the dream is so good, why spoil it?
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Wow ... and what if it's not just a dream! Sometimes we feel it's too risky to dip our toe into the real water but, that way you don't what you may be mising.
Now, don't get me wrong, I'm not proffering any real counsel here but, you ask "if you can be truly changed by someone you've only met once or twice" and I believe the answer is a resounding YES!
It doesn't even have to be the great romance of your life, some people just give off such a good vibe that in some strange way you have an intimacy much deeper than that you feel with others that you've known all your life.
Whatever path your life may take, remember this immediate feeling.
That is exactly what it feels like. This person has given me the wings to be able to fly further than I thought was posible. They have also unleashed a scary amount of creativity. Lets just put it this way, if this person becomes avalible to me there is no way I'm going to say no. I'm totaly blown away.
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