After my little colapse yesterday, I'm actualy feeling a lot better and that simply comes from acknowledging the fact that I'm falible and frail and calling on my God for hope and strength.
I had had a particularly stressful day at work yesterday and after all the crap that went on at the weekend I was ready to give up, to throw the towel in and say I really don't care but instead I prayed. I told God I was really ready to give up, that I was at the end of my tether but I didn't want the devil to gain a stronghold in my mind. I admited to God that I was feeling low and aked for God's strength to sustain me.
It's amazing what happens when you give it all up to God. Although I still don't really understand the situation or condone what was said I feel lifted above it and that the weight is no longer mine to carry. God has listened and answered my prayers. I can only walk tall because I'm being carried on God's shoulders. God is magnifiecent, I want to shout His name to the earth and I want to, and will, belong to him forever. He sustains me and uplifts me and I know I can do anything because God stands for me and if God stands for me, who can stand against?
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There just seems to be so many situations when PRAYER is both the least and the most that we can do. Glad you're feeling a lot better!
I pray you keep your hope and faith alive too and dont give up :) God will help you..
he can really bless your strong attitude and faith in him, even when you put all your faith in Him alone. May he bless your health too :)
tc, Nikki xx
Thanks guys. It's when I feel most broken that I feel least like having faith but it's then that God blesses me. It's great and wouldn't be with out it. It's also a very humbling experience to admit that I can't cope and one that still takes a little getting used to.
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